Thursday, April 11, 2019

六年后回到blogspot

简短说一下2013 到 2019 我为什么没更新了。。

其实2007年时我妈诊断出有乳癌,顽强和固执的父母拒绝就医,于是在2012年时变成了乳癌&脑癌末期,那时全家上下努力抗癌,最后延长了我妈妈的寿命。奇迹最后没有跟随我们,在2012-2016这段四年抗癌生涯,因为一直都在私人医院就医,所以全家欠了钱和卖掉了唯一的房子,最后因为不够钱,在一个小手术里去了政府医院就医,但最终因为政府医院的缓慢治疗,我妈妈在2016年1月死于细菌感染。

爸爸一直都是心脏病患,在妈妈去世后,我把他接到和我在大学一起生活,妈妈去世后爸爸也得了忧郁症和失智症,精神不佳的他,某次得了measles,体抗力不好的他得了measles后遗症,是一个跟随一辈子痛的病,看了很多专科也医不好,得长期服用高dosage的止痛药。在他生measles的期间也传染给我了水痘,当年23岁的我第一次生水痘,在炎热的宿舍里,加上爸爸无法自理,我无法兼顾父亲与学业,最终怀孕的姐姐决定把爸爸送到疗养院。他老年得了很多病,最后也在2018年4月 因为疗养院的少许疏忽,突然去世了。

短短在2015-2018,3年期间,从大学,到做了很多小生意,到妈妈去世,到创业,到实习,到毕业,到被人邀请一起合伙做生意,到爸爸去世,到今天,我所经历的事绝对堪比电视剧。如果你不是在我身边的人,你是不可能会懂我是怎么熬过来的 (其实我也不懂)

挑战越大,内心越强大
我肯定不是最强大的,但我是最坚持的

现在我25岁,算年份我已经26,我这个年纪,不老也不小
不老,就是我还有很多机会,时间,青春;
不小,就是有些活动,机会,已经不再属于我。

因为我是坚持的人,加上我现在没家庭负担,所以我会去尝试很多我爱的东西:
我想克服舞台恐惧症,所以我选择唱歌来踏上舞台;
我想参加歌唱比赛,所以我去比赛,失败过,也得过小奖;
我想表演唱歌,所以我去了试音,厚着脸皮争取了很多次机会;
我想驻唱,所以我一直在找乐团,让他们给我试音;
我想演戏,所以我自荐微电影团队,让他们给我试镜;

就算我知道,这些机会已经不是我这个年纪才开始去争取的。

在创业路上,因为是没有任何资助和支持,所以我的知识是从零打起,
简单来说我的能力范围是:Operation > Sales > Admin > Marketing > Finance > Design > Accounting > Technical > Content Writing > Human Resource > Photography > Business Development > Video Editing > PR > Tax > Video shooting > A Girl
(这感觉可以写成resume,哈哈因为是跟能力顺序排位)

-----因为很久没写blog,加上我现在很累,所以我接不下去了------

这篇其实是交代一下我失踪的原因,最近我听到有vendor告诉我他看到了我的blogspot和twitter,所以我刚刚把我幼稚且无聊的twitter删了,但是来到这里要删除时,突然就不舍得了。毕竟这个blogspot,是我15岁时开始经营,到了18岁,因为工作和家庭的缘故,放弃了更新,当按下Delete Blog的那刻,我犹豫了,然后我开始写了这篇。



www.vechnology.com.my 
这个网站是我最后一个成果
之后会交托给专业人士改造,再改造前你们去看看最后一面吧

只想要劝大家不要看回去我以前的post

因为是真的很白痴和很幼稚

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Best Friend Farewell

if you're my friends in real life, or a loyal and good memorize readers of my bloggy, you know I have one of my best friends who name Jesea / Dong Dong / Shi Min

I know her when I studied Form One in Union High School, she is a naughty and noisy student, she very hiao and like to act "lan yeng" pattern
I hate her so much because I think she is so annoying and noisy classmate, and as a School Prefect that time, I hate this type of naughty student

Well, she hate me too, hate I act so serious being a prefect [ I think many students hate prefect right?]
hate my outlook and face because I'm ugly!!
[ as a prove, see what my face in Form One ]
face problem, that's why so many schoolmates hate me that time

we can't be friend in Form One, because we hate each other actually

but we become so friend when we study Form Two
the reason is because my best friend that time is Choi Ley, and she very friend with Choi Ley too
she move to sit beside Xiao Bai (who sit infront of me)
and then we become a group of naughty, noisy, annoying students....
Choi Ley and me quit from board of school prefect because we becoming naughty students!
as a experience of being school prefect, we know how to skip school law as well =P

I can't find much of her last time ugly picture because we don't using friendster anymore

but let's see her stupid noob face when she was young
girlish~~ and cute, how good if you can be a pure girl now

when we was studied Form Two, my daddy know her because she need transport to go Gurney Plaza after school sports competition
My daddy fetch her by using motorcycle, you know how the way she sit my dad's motor?!

hell, she sit like this behind my dad's motor !!
my dad shout and shock!! HAHAHA
because she never sit motorcycle lah~~~

we don't same class in Form Three, and she been boycott by whole form because she became more Lan Si
and she changed school in Form Four
after she changed to Phor Tay High School, she becoming hardworking on study....

She been arranged to study Form 6 in Penang Chinese Girl School, but she wish to study together with us in St.George's Girl School
so my dad n I help her to apply from government

when she studied in St.George's Girl School, Fish, Yi Ling, she and I become a group of Best Buddy which name K4 (Kapsiao 4)
and now she go further study in Segi University in Kuala Lumpur, so K4 make a little farewell with her

Yi Ling and I think the best gift to her, the end we plan to gift her a photo frame with all our K4 memories
deng deng~! not really nice we know because we did it not very artistic and well

but still hope that this is a best and precious thing for you to put in your hostel, at least you feel warm in your hostel when you're alone X)

when Yi Ling and I prepare the gift to her, we still don't forget to crazy in the mall
can you see, we're pointing the UBAH !

stupid yes I know, towards mother's day !

7/5/2013, We go The Mugshot Cafe for high-tea as a little farewell celebration

Mugshot is a very nice environment for taking photos and high-tea

this is very nice!!

they only selling coffee, yogurt, cake and the bread

let's share some photos of us in Mugshot
from left : Jesea, Fish, Ev, Yi Ling 

Yi Ling, Ev
 The gift from Yi Ling and me
Fish, Jesea

alot of empty frames there for photo shooting lover

this is the favorite of every customers for taking pictures because it's so special

it's all about election voting fever before 5 May 2013, because everyone got hope to change government


from left (top)  : Jesea, Ev
(bottom) : Yi Ling, Fish
We never forgot to Chok because Chok is our style and we always like to Chok

we wearing black together because we need fair and clean election, and democracy was died on 5 May 2013 because of dirty magic from Barisan National
Kita Anak Malaysia~!

opps sorry, topic is moving...

Address : 302 Chulia Street, Georgetown, Penang.
Contact Number : 012-4056276
Business Hours : Daily, 8.00am till 9.00pm
Facebook : The Mugshot Cafe

Friendship last longer and unchanged, #bestfriendforever
we miss each other bed and parents so much

Friday, April 5, 2013

temp staff

almost forgot about my bloggy because I have nothing to share recently as you can see the last article was in Chinese New Year

nothing much to write in this post, just want to update to my blogger readers that I'm still alive! XD

I worked as a temporary staff for Penang 1st Uniqlo opening from 1st-15th March,
honestly I feel so annoying and hate to work at first
the reason is I not used to their style and I hate to HUNGRY!

Uniqlo QueensbayMall opening was 8th March but why all temporary staff start work at 1st March? because we need training,simulation,learning,standardize,replenishment and so on...
p/s, others full-time/part-time staff started to work from January/February

what I've learned from there are Fast, Energetic, Cheerful and so on
we need to do everything fast (so we always need to run), and we need to keep cheerful, so our face will be like this
shared from Yee Wu, haha just a joke


and what I get are a group of colleague a.k.a friendssssssss~

let's share some photos of us
our first gathering dinner before opening, 6th March @ Taipei 101
most of all are temporary staff, and with some part-timer


our 2nd gathering dinner after opening, 12th March @ Seoul Garden QueensbayMall
most of all are temporary staff, with some part-timer & full-timer

the day we went Uniqlo to take our wages, and cheong k in Neway
all temporary staff but few of temporary staff not here =(

we went to yong ern's house @ Central Park after dinner gathering at Tea Tac Toe, 18th March

so surprise yong ern's birthday at 19th March

but now temporary staff not keep in contact always because we're not working together now, and normally just those staff who still work at there keep in touch, by the way so glad to know you all =)

Friday, February 22, 2013

CNY 2013

I don't think I will write much about angpow, reunion, food and houses in this Chinese New Year because it's too bored for you all as you know it's similar with others

so I'll just blog about some day with a group friends hanging out

start my article in 14/2/2013 (除五) which is a Valentine's day for every couple, unfortunately I don't have a valentine in my valentine's day

Jesea come to fetch me for breakfast at 点心之家@Anson Road in the morning
after that we went to Thai Temple praying, Youth-Park jogging, back to my house for bath, go Jesea's house for a nap.....
and she cook valentine's lunch - scallop spaghetti for me

nice scallop but not nice spaghetti XD
we went to fetch Jing Yan & Nicole for gathering and dinner
we plan to go Kek Lok Si but the end we spend our night at All Seasons Place

every restaurant in All Seasons Place need to queue up for 30-50minutes,
finally we can sit down for our dinner in Who's Bryan
Jesea
BIG MENU!!   Nicole
Jing Yan , Nicole
Ev , Jing Yan

 after that Fish come to meet us with Jerome after valentine dinner
Jesea , Fish
and we meet Weline "accidentally" XD
Up - Weline , Jing Yan , Jesea
Down - Nicole , Ev , Fish
so sorry that my lousy Nikon camera have bad snapshot when the light surrounding is darker

photo from Nicole :
Nicole , Jing Yan , Jesea , Ev , Fish

Jing Yan , Ev , Jesea , Nicole

Jesea is shorter, but she want look taller in picture, so what we done HAHA

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17/2/2013 (除八) afternoon, I drive to airport with Gniliy to fetch Liangwei
Liang Wei arrive in Penang airport because it's international

Fish & Jesea wait us at Boston又一城 @ Egate

Liang Wei, Fish
Up - Ev ;
Down - Gniliy
pity Liang Wei have to treat us all haha, paiseh nia~~~

afterwards, Fish went back by herself,
I parked my car at Jesea's house and we all sit her car to Butterworth
Jesea, Gniliy
Liang Wei , Ev 
sorry my angle problem XD
Gniliy , Jesea , Liang Wei , Ev
Strong wind in ferry and our hair and face are so messy, errr but seem like i'm the only one look so messy @.@

my turn to drive Jesea's car in butterworth, so they all keep taking picture and chit chat in the car XD
Jesea , Gniliy

I drop Liang Wei in Butterworth Terminal Bus Station
and we go Sunway Carnival for movie - The Wedding Diary II 结婚那件事之后

the main reason we went to butterworth because we want to eat Raja Uda Tomyam as dinner
but all closed on this day because "拜天公" =.=
forget which stall of this but taste quite nice
we all are self-lover in anytime anywhere
Jesea , Gniliy
I look ugly yes I know -.-
Ev , Lance
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18/2/2012 (除九) , my "8po sister gang" date to visit each other house and get angpow from each other parents XD

1st house - Katrina's house
Shyan Yhat , Hoay Shan , Gniliy , Yee Wu , Ev , Katrina

2nd house - Shyan Yhat's house
Shyan Yhat , Yee Wu , Ev , Hoay Shan , Katrina , Gniliy

3rd house - Hoay Shan's house
Hoay Shan's mother cook lunch for us...
when we have food, we forget everything, we forgot to take picture in her house

4th house - Ev's house
everyone start to feel exhausted after lunch in Hoay Shan's house and whole day chit-chating....
I always feel sleepy after eating =X
Up - Yee Wu , Katrina , Ev
Down - Gniliy , Hoay Shan , Shyan Yhat

5th house should be Gniliy's house
but badly her mum don't allow us to go her house, so sad =(

the last house is Yee Wu's house
I have no photo in Yee Wu's house because photographer Shyan Yhat didn't send me yet
but what she send me is this..........my emo-ing picture =.=
well I really don't know when she took this picture =X
I'm not emo, I just concentrate Katrina playing piano

the night dinner is 辣妹子@Crystal Point,
we all promise that we wont come back anymore
Yee Wu said another branch will be better much than this
for me......
老鸭汤 is 超级非常咸 super salty
辣鱼汤 is 超级无敌非常十分够力辣!super duper hyper much spicy !

we all feel not full and want to go Marshall Burger for supper, but badly it closed on Monday =(

my 8po sister gang will hang out in coming Monday =)